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holy week and Easter

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I have a very hard time with something that happens every year. What is it you might be asking, well it’s the time of year that we are in right now. Holy week and Easter. I can’t tell you how much I have a hard time with this whole thing. But what I will tell you is as person I can’t understand how I can be happy that a person die for me and there is no way to ask him why. I don’t like dieth and we all know that, if you know me. So this is already a hard time but how can people be so happy that a man die for us. How can we be so happy about this. However my mom send me a great video, so I hope that you will take time and see it.

Something I found on my RSS reader

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You guys I would love to be able to this. I have to say I don’t like the musice but I do love the viteo.

this is one of many resone whay I love takeing sky pitchers. I believe that they sky might be the look into heaven. Or it’s just thinking and looking a the world as it was ment to be. God made the earth and how many times to you just sit and look up.

I know that whem my sistor and I was little kids we would look up and try and make pitchers out of what we see. I still do that but now I don’t tell people. I just look and see if God is telling me somthing. So I hope you like this. Remeber to take time out of your day and look up maybe you can forget able all the things in the world and you can feel like there is nothing that you have to or need to do in the next few minnets

EMDR

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I don’t know if I have talked about EMDR. But today you are going to get a bit about EMDR. First don’t ask me what it stands for I can’t remember and if I can’t remember how do you think I would spell it. Next I do know that it has to do with your right and left brain.

Now that you know as much about EMDR as I do,  let me tell you what I have been able to do with it. About a year ago I started to see a person that does EMDR. It’s very hard to sit there and cry your hart out or to make your self face things that you never wanted to. I started doing EMDR after the trial and the life altering thing. At first I didn’t know what to expect and so I was worried because that is what I do but again I didn’t know what to think of it.

Like I said before I have been going through it for about a year now. I heard sometimes it is a very fast thing that can be fixed. Yet, there are other people who it will take time to work through this kind of stuff. I’m thinking I’m going to be the person that it takes a long time. But you never know right?  I go to EMDR every week. It’s one of the hardest things that I do. I have had many times that I feel I’m getting some where. I have also had many times that I think I’m never going to get past this thing.  I almost always end up in tears and I almost always end up shaking in some way. The feelings that I get and I have are so big that I don’t even know how to write them down.  I end up going into spots were it still hurts a lot. I have been able to be talked out of those spots when I can’t get myself out. Some times I don’t know what I say. And other times it hurts to say what I really need to say.

So, why am I telling you all about this. My loving Boyfriend knows that I am not in the best of moods after going to EMDR. He has learned to just let me be. I come home and sleep. But last night he had to show me this one thing that put a smile on my face and I just had to show it off here