At the beginning of trying to move forward, I told myself that if I could write a letter to the Doctor that hurt me. I would know that I have been able to process the whole thing. It would be even better if I could use his name in the letter. Well it’s been 5 years cents I stopped the abuse. It’s been 4 years that I spoke for all the other people that he hurt that could not speak up for them selfs for one reason or another.
I have only been able to come up with this.
I have to tell you that you have hurt me so much and you have changed my life forever. I will never for give you for what you have done to me and my family. I have gotten to the point were I am able to say that. . .
After this point I just can’t write any more. I start to cry and feel like he is still abusing me. Maybe I will be able to write more next year.
All the EMDR that I do every week is starting to work.
I am able to write a bit more then I could last year.