Have you ever felt like a duck. There are days that I feel like one and other days that I don’t feel so bad. I think this goes back to the whole “my own spoon Theory” Or the post “the word is red” Both post have to deal with me and what I need to do to make my life go as planed. I wish. I feel like I have to stay on top of my game on the outside. However, on the in side I am fighting a bigger thing. And to keep both going at the same time is some time harder than I let on.