Have you ever had a hard time with shopping. I know it is something that I’m suppose to love to do, I’m a girl, these are things that girls are supposed to love to do, I don’t like it at all, it might be that I have no money and I don’t know what to do about this. I don’t have many people to buy for but at the same time. I know I will be getting things, from family. I miss so much because I don’t like to shop. I think it might be because I know I will not be with my mom and dad. I’m just a family girl person. I know that I need to look at other people and what they don’t have but at the same time I don’t have anything to give away.
I also know that this is a very bad time of year for my disability. So if anyone that would like to share a way that I could get through this funk that I’m in right now I would love to. I have to say that I have been able to get the tree out and last night I have been able to take pitchers of my advent candles. However, I have not been able to do anything more than that.
I did go to the doctor, not for this just because I had to go, it’s that time of year. Anyway I was having a hard time with many things. And I got to tell them all. It just happened that I had to go to both doctors that deal with my drugs. So I was able to tell them about the funk I have been in. I was also able to tell them how much pain I was in.
So back to shopping. I have about 5 people to bye for and then a few here and there. So I’m trying to work on going shopping after work one day. The only day of the week that I don’t have things that I have to do. Yet, that is up to the body and how much I had to work that day. So I don’t know when or where I will get the time. I found a great shop that will not be that much money when I need to find clothes for me. As for friends and family I’m kind of going up a hill.