I hat to say this but, I don’t have the money to go to the one thing I really wanted to go to this year. I don’t even have the money to get my mac book computer. I have been working so hard to get the money but I just don’t have it. I’m kind of mad at my self for not doing more. Yet, I don’t know what I would have done. I have a post it note on my computer at work that tells me how much it is going to be for be to get my computer. My dad even said that he would not pay for that much money for what I am saving for. I then told him “dad I need the speech out put.” He forgets that little thing about me. It kind of makes me mad that he always forgets that but he is old. So at this point in time I will not be able to go to the CNMC this year.