Well I have been doing that for a bit now. And I have come up with I need to stop buying things that I don’t need. I need to start saving for my Mac book even more now. I need to just keep doing what I can to keep that in mind. I’m not saying that I have not been doing that. I just need a hit ever now and again to tell me that this is something that I would really like and it would do be more better then bad. If you know what I mean. I have not been able to skype my friends at all because the b-friend computer is not working right and he will not take it in again. So it’s hard to hear me on the other end.
I have also been thinking of, if my life was good and well thought out that maybe I would be going back to school soon. That was always my thought was that I would take a year off and then go back to school. Now that I think hard about it I might not ever be able to go back to school.
If I didn’t have all of these health things I might have a better life. I would be able to do more things. I would be able to go and have a long night out and not have to worry about the next day. I would not have to look at my spoons all the time. I could just be a “normal person”