I have never had to come home from work in very long, long. It is because I don’t work very long. 6 hours is not a long time. So it’s almost like if I get there it’s time to get going to work on the work and then go home. Yet today I just keep getting worries as the day went on. I think that today I just needed to come home and hide. However I am going to try and get out there tomorrow and try to do again. I did talk to my dad today. He remember me that I just need to keep going even when I feel sick of life.